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Date:
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Time:
8:17 PM
Late nights, sheeshas, Burger Ramlee, A&W, Heavy Traffic, Twin towers
We had this challenge who had the most smoke. It had been a great 4 days 3 nights trip to KL though some things cocked up. On the second day, I woke up with horrible rashes all over my body (even my face) and fever. Complained to the hotel manager and got our refund. Ironically, I’m the only one who had to experience all that. Everything else was fun though. We explored the whole of KL. I miss ramlee burger. And I can’t believe I’ll be getting back to work tomorrow. Bali or bangkok next trip?? Labels: freedom, friendship, travel
Date:
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Time:
11:29 PM
It’s been a wild ride and I gotta stay strong.
So…some updates… the accident![]() I got a better job offer. But I’m not sure if I’m ready for a change. I enjoy working with my colleagues, they are my family. My colleague gave me Maduka Honey and Vitamin C tablets. He was concern over my dry skin condition. Who would even bother about my dry skin?! Sometimes, we expect so much from those we cared and loved. He’s the sweetest thing. By the way, don’t get the wrong idea, he’s like a dad to me. I miss my best friend. I just don’t know why. I miss my cousin too. I miss zikri, it’s been months he came. I miss watching youtube with him. Time and money. When we got the time, we got no money. Vice versa. Errmmphh.. I lost myself lately and honestly, I haven’t found myself back. I never thought I would feel this way again. Hurt and confuse. When you started to trust, that’s when you start to fall. I just want honesty, but even so, my instinct is clear and contradicting. Someday, I’ll find the truth or maybe not. I’ll leave, move on, face the fact, endure the pain and till then, you don’t need to know anything cause you don’t care and I won’t bother. What will be left is just a memory, just like the other episodes of life. It will be the longest weekend. I’ll be off to KL tomorrow. And, guess what, I haven’t even packed a thing yet. I’m not really excited but I’ll try to have fun.
Date:
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Time:
12:59 AM
Worst
Nothing seems right, nothing at all. I kept thinking positive, thought the next day would be better. It never happen. I lost my hope, never felt so hurt before. I just can't stop crying. I wonder, if someday, I needed help, will anyone be there for me? Labels: hurt
Date:
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Time:
11:27 PM
It could be the best, yet it could be the worst
It’s weird without car now, I forget how to travel by bus and train. After 3 days, I got lost finding my way to work yesterday. Yeah, I had to work half day (got scolded by my bos), so, I send the car to the workshop and picked it up after work to return back. My dad has been very very quiet lately and I feel very bad. The weekend was not that bad actually, I spent the whole time (almost) driving around and going to places I’ve never been (those not accessible without own transportation). Unfortunately, I can’t upload the pictures to blogspot. I’ll be fine, it will take a lil more time to get over some things. I’m falling apart. Labels: Dreams, driving, lost, Love |
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